| i'd rip
my heart
out of
my chest
and hold it
for you
to inspect
and while
the blood
dripped down
our hands
we could
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| So lately i've been so busy and cool that i didn't have time to update so you fuckers could know whats going on in my life.
Basically:
i broke my foot. and im on crutches. and i have a removable cast. and its cool. it has air in it. wooo. so yeah the story behind that. i was walking down this road and i saw this guy, he had a feather in his hat, so i knew that he meant business. so he came up to me right and he was all like chinesse kungfoo master and shit right. so then i was like whoa whoa whoa. and he was like lets duel! and i was like psh i can so take him. so we dueled it out for like 87123712 hours x39. until he died. but before he died he threw me into an alligator pool and i got out fast enough so that none of them attacked me. but on my way out i tripped over a log and that's how i broke my foot.
-either that or i slipped on a taco bell jacket while running down my hall.
you decided.
and.
i'm so cool that i go to RachelRose's house and duel her on who is sexier. and i win every time because, psh look at that face. is it not sexy or what?
and we also do really cool things like have tickleing wars, except she pushes me off her bed with force that i die. and so she wins.
and she has an ultimatly cool cat, who likes to eat peoples faces off. it's name is Hubertola. coolest thing in the WORLD.
lets see.
Topher Mac's amazingly beautiful and wonderful woman, Ashley is here now. she is basically the shit. and she has a really cool laugh, which she uses a lot, which is cool. laughing is the greatest thing since sliced bread, except for maybe Rachel Rose's smile, cause we all know how amazing that is. haha.
so yeah she is here. as of today actually. and tonight i went out to Ruby Tuesday's with Eric, Robby, Chris, Ashley and Rachel Rose. and we had the best waitress ever, we left her a 13 dollar tip. and Rachel Rose and Eric stole balloons, they were sexy. i didn't eat anything except for 2 tomatos and half of a cucumber, which, since im bulimic now, will be coming up pretty soon. can't wait for that.
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| there you sit.
smiling.
and it's you i watch.
wanting.
but you don't even know.
what it is you do to me.
so i keep on watching.
and wanting.
i bleed.
everytime i look at you.
everytime i talk to you.
everytime i smell you.
my heart continues.
melting.
and i am forever.
dreaming.
whenever you pass me by.
whenever you catch my eye.
i feel like i want to cry.
because of what it is you do to me.
your eyes.
gleaming.
and your lips.
pleading.
and your hands.
exploring.
while my heart remains.
bleeding.
everytime you look at me.
i wonder what it is you see.
everytime you talk to me.
and i hear that beautiful voice.
my knees get weak.
my stomach flutters.
my chest collapses.
my neck hairs tingle.
and i stop breathing.
just in that moment in time.
when you do what it is you do to me.
as i sit here.
yearning.
i imagine you.
sleeping.
and i want to hold you endlessly.
forever in my arms.
i'll continue.
dreaming.
as long as you are.
living.
breathing.
being.
for someone special. <3. | | comments: 38 comments or Leave a comment |
| | my love for the smell of her hair. the taste of her kiss. the color of her eyes spread like a wild fire. now it's burning me down. sometimes i can't tell the differance between reality and my dreams. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | i'm just a boy on the side. oh i love how i get used. use me more. fucking use me more. then throw me away like a empty torn up condom wrapper. | | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment |
| | yeah. it's been a long fucking while. i don't even know why i'm doing this since it's a waste of fucking time no one ever reads it. and it's not like i live an exciting life anyways. for the past month i've done nothing but school, work, and sitting on my fat mother fucking ass looking at myspace. oh and i went to taste of choas. but that night was ruined because some kids are fucking dick heads. yep. so you can takeeeeeee pretty much everything and shouve it straight up your asshole. it must be nice to be perfect. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
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| | yeah lastnight had to have been the worst night in a long time. i was up until about 4 a.m. sitting in the dark thinking and cryinnng. and today i'm home from school and i'm not going to work because i don't feel like it. the end </3.
faggots. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| i don't really remember what i've done since the last time i've updated. but i'm gonna try.
on Friday i didn't haveto work so i went over Laurens house and i chilled with her and her little brother(coolest little kid ever). after Lauren put him to bed we watched some of Donnie Darko.
i worked all day saterday. and after work Chris, Eric and myself went out to eat. it was fun.
on sunday Lauren came over and we sat in my room and watched movies and part of the game.
i'm still sick. and i should probably go to the hospital. but i'm not. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
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| uhm i'm sick.
and Lauren is amazing. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
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| yeah i suck at keeping up with the updating. well anyways. uhhhhhhhhm. yesterday i went out to lunch with Lauren, Carolyn, and Zach or Zack i have no clue how to spell it. but anyways it was fun. and after that we went to walmart and kinda hung out there for a while. i was waiting for my dad to come get me 'cause i thought he had to get Chris at 4 anyways but i was wrong. annnnnnd i went home and took a nap. than i woke up made myself pretty and me and Eric went to the bowling alley to meet Lauren. we were having a good time. than Chris showed up and both Chris and Eric pissed Lauren off. and i left. when i got home i kinda threw a little temper tantrum and broke some stuff. then when i found out Lauren wasn't mad at me i was happy and sad 'cause i trashed my room. :(. oh well. butttttttt anyways, i ended up asking her out. it was pretty lame 'cause i did it over the internet. annnnnnnnd she said yes. :D.
i'm going over her house later today.
THE END. | | comments: 13 comments or Leave a comment |
| these past few days have actually been kind of fun. thursday night Dave and Ben came over. we played super smash brothers for a long time. then we went to Dave's house and Ben and i ended up sharing a bed. it sucked because it was a twin size bed. we used this giant stuffed dog for a pillow. it was pretty funny because i woke up in the middle of the night to Ben shaking saying "i'm so cold dude". the way he said it made it funny. then on Christmas eve we went to the Bangor Mall. then i came home.
on Christmas night my cousin Jeff aka the stud, went to the Elm Plaza parking lot and hung out with our friend Britt and her friend Kat. it would have been so much cooler if i didn't freeze my testicles off. and on the way home Jeff and i got pulled over. he got a warning because he didn't use his blinker and his exhaust was to loud.
on Sunday i went to the movies with Britt. then we went to the bowling alley and watched Jeff bowl. then she brought me home and we sat in my drive way and talked for a long time.
yesterday i went to The Grand Asian Buffet with Eric and Lauren. there was a beakish thing in my chicken finger. and Eric ate the most disgusting looking "meatball" ever. i'm surprized all three of us haven't been to the E.R. yet. uhhhmmmmmmmm and we saw some of the coolest looking people ever. but other than that the fucking asains over charged us. i say it's because we're white. pricks.
and today i just sat around the house watching movies. because i have such an oh so exciting life.
the end. | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
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| well, tonight just ruled. i was supposed meet this girl at the movies. and she didn't show up. and Dave, and Ben were gonna meet us there. so we ended up going to walmart instead of a movie. then after we went to walmart we went to shaws. then after shaws we went to kmart. then after kmart we went to walmart. then after walmart we went to McDonalds. i orderd 20 hamburgers and between Dave, Ben and i we ate all 20 in less than a half an hour. it was insane. both Dave and myself at 7, and Ben ate 6 but he had a milk shake so we counted it as 7. i felt so sick after. then we came back to my house and played gamecube for a while. both Dave and Ben punched me in the nuts. but i only got Dave back. i got that fucker good. he ran to the bathroom to check his peeopee. i've decided that i wanna go to college in Arizona. i wanna be a massage theropist. the end.
oh yeah. for the people that accually read my livejournal. sorry i haven't updated in a while. | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
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| | well, today accually wasn't all that bad. i got a fair amount of sleep lastnight so i wasn't tired at all today. i don't really know the point of going to school today since we just sat around all day and talked. meh oh well i made a couple new friends. i had a bowling game tourniment today. my team lost both series. but i did exceptionaly good. i bowled a 198 and a 230. i really really suck at updating everyday. haha. work was gay. LaDonna made me punch in almost an hour early and i basically did nothing. i met the new manager tonight. he fucking rules. he's giving me a 30 cent raise for being a hard worker. that's basically it. oh yeah. Shannoooooon is beautiful. ohhhhhhhhhhh yeah. i got sent to the principles office because someone said i was "high" because i wore red bluch around my eyes. how gay is that? seriously. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
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| | well i started my day off by waking up at 3 a.m. and showering and got ready for school. then i relized it was 3 a.m. i felt like a douche. so i went back to bed. and i woke up at 5 a.m. and turned on the tv and saw that school was canceld. i was upset cause i accually studied for a test. so i went back to bed and woke up at 12...it was nice being able to sleep in. then i just kinda sat in my room all day. i was sad. then i went to work...took some pictures of me making a snow angel for Shannon. and that's it. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
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| Well, today wasn't much fun. People at school are dicks. They make me feel so small. Like a pathetic excuse for a human being. Oh well. I got to meet my little cousin for the first time today. She's only a month old though. She didn't cry the entire time until I held her. I felt bad after :(. Today i got out of school early because of the wheather. I thought it was pretty retarded because we only had one class left.
I miss being able to lay on my roof and gaze upon the beautiful night sky lit up by the moon and stars. It feels like the stars don't shine as bright when you're sad. | | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment |
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